been too lazy to update. hahah

but anyways, these couple of weeks are a total emotional rollercoaster for me. it had me feeling outraged at those false accusations, veryy sad at the fact that that other someone is so much luckier than me and feeling so down that i just want to lie down in my bed and sleep all day long. that way, there'll be no hassle to face the worldd.

seeee! im emo-ing already. sheesh! gotta stop this. but i had a gooood long cry [NOT because of anything. i cry for fun cz its been yonks since i last cried. yeap, im weird lyke that =)] after listening to Usah Lepaskan on loop for a million times until i fell asleep. hee! at first i was freakin excited till i cant sleep thinking about meeting Taufik the day before. it was so fun laa! and the loooong wait after the autograph session was really worth it! (im not kidding u. me & my twin waited for nearly 2hours,standing with an empty stomach jz to say bye to him and to take a final pic. heehee!) both of us were thinkin about wat to say wen we meet him n etc, but in the end we were too starstruck to even ask him! even me la. i couldnt get a proper nyce picture cz my hands were trembling lyke mad as i was too excited and the pix turned out blurry. hehhss.

and a few days before i went to see Taufik, i bumped into syarif. omgg hes hot yaw! i was in a hurry and was feeling agitated cuz i cant find any engraving shop thats quite cheap. i was bz smsing my twin and when i looked up, i was THIS CLOSE to bumping, as in literally, into him. if not, malu sehh. he was wit his mum n all. goshhh, u noe hes so freakin tall laa! my eyes were only up to his MOUTH! and hes got a hot bod. *huge grin* oh, and he had abit of a stubble and whoaaa, i totally melted. hurhur! all my worries were gone and i got luckier. i FINALLY found a shop la. it was manned by an indian man. the shop doesnt even look fancy, its just very plain and old looking. very out of place seeing that its located at far east plaza.. aanyways, i had even BETTER news. he charges10bucks for any amount of characters to engrave on a dogtag. so cheap kann. i was lyke 'THANK GOODNESS!!!' and said a silent prayer. =) i was up on cloud 9 since. hahaaa!

and theres more to come. i was on the way back to school fm fareast to attend my cca. anddd the crush n i selisih jalan. wahaha! made me even happier la! but i was grinning and smiling to myself lyke a retard the whole day. erkk.

i bumped into malek otw skool another day aso. but no feeling ah. hahahaha!

sobsss ='(