emo-ing.
3.5.07 // 02:56

it's 3am, what hurts the most is on replay and im emo-ing. sigh =(

where have u gone to? it seems like nobody even cares about me. or maybe u've forgotten about me altogether. i feel so neglected, and invisible as always. this shit keeps repeating. it's like a vicious cycle that never seems to end. i thot we're still in it together? but i guess im not part of your life then. never been a part of you anyways. i'm just a wallflower innit? the one who's being pushed aside and forgotten when u go around, gallivanting with other ppl. i thot this thing might change one day, but i keep finding myself stuck at the same position for i dont know how many thousand years already. and i'm getting sick of this. i just feel like giving up and ignoring you for good. i don't think my absence will make any difference in your already busy life. but no, i'm still here waiting for an IM/SMS/tag from you. i don't know why though. seeing them tagging at your blog hit me real hard. HA, and i bet none of them still reads my blog.

i'm not blaming anybody, but don't say that i've changed cuz i haven't. and i've always wondered why issit that you still get contacted but not me? i wanna move on but i'll miss you too much. those inside jokes and things that only us can understand. sigh.

and this is just random and a very sad thought out of the millions that's currently running thru my head. gah its making me freaking depressed. =( it might refer to more than one person, that's all i can say. so don't you get all touchy and affected by this post.

so long and goodnight.