i wrote this somewhere, around 3 weeks ago. i was trying to hold it all up when you're not doing anything and so many friends has already told me to put my ego aside and that you'll come back to me one day. they know and i know that i really love you, but i just can't take it anymore. it seems like that one day is never gonna come and i'm so tired of playing the waiting game. so i've made my decision and we'll see how it goes from here.