bye. and damn, i should have known better.
26.3.09 // 21:07


i feel so stupid for believing that it's gonna make a difference, and that it was forreal. im cringing at myself right now, to think that there's a little hope and that it meant something. gosh. i seriously should start to learn my lesson and make sure that i dont get myself into these kinds of things anymore ever again. it's just not worth the squealing, getting so nervous, all sorts of feelings jumbled up together and whatnots. i'm tired of this cycle, i just wish that i can stop. (haha but i know i can't help it.)

so much for 'issues'.