this is only as good as we make it.
6.8.09 // 14:41

She said i keep crushing because there's nobody else to crush on. Which is actually quite true, since i'm the kind of person who needs someone to adore everytime. The exact reason why i constantly have eyecandies and celeb crushes, one after another.

But why do i keep wanting an answer that's more than just 'not having another person to crush on'?
Why do i keep wanting to believe that its more than just an infatuation?

I am seriously lost in this. I keep trying to find and answer but came up with nothing.

Maybe i need to do some heart- and soul-searching.